life is good.
i moved in with a friend.
escaped my mother.
escaped it all.
plus i get to see someone everyday that i love dearly, so hooray to new begginings!


i wont do it again.. i liedunbearable this life were living in. you tell yourself you wont do it again. yet here you stand razor blade in hand. as every thought rushes out of your head. with every swipe against your skin, you feel calmer. a sudden clarity take over. every emotion goes away. yet once you start you never want to stop. your wrist becomes numb. you start to feel dizzy and here you are bleeding uncontrollably.i wont do it again.. i lied


oh writingkeeping it inside Day. after endless day ill sit alone and let it out. tear after tear. no, not tears. i cant even cry. don't want to. i refuse to. yet, im still letting it out. the only way i know how. my tools pens,oh writing


crazier than i thought girl.so tauntingly correct. your words pound in my brain. "i wont forget you, babe, don't think you can get rid of me easily." surprisingly foreshadowed. "Ive seen every inch of you." so, seemingly harmless. "don't think i wont forget." accurately foretold. "i know what makes you weak, i know," i stand corrected, i do fear you.crazier than i thought girl.


this world's a catastrophewere not changing. well, maybe we are. changing ourselves to manipulate and charm. so listen to me. Just listen to me! were going to die!this world's a catastrophe
we need to find our peace. you hear about, guns in places of education. murders in violent situations. many kill, for merely just lust. parents get beat, its passed on to us. we the children, stand up! i said stand up! find your morals that we all seem to have lost. we inject drugs so freely.
killing ourselves, slowly mutilating ourselves. its wrong. so wrong! is the wrong re


HappinessHappiness is a feeling that has no hate No fear at all to it but only of losing it When we lose the feeling we are left with negatives only.Happiness
When you get a puppy you are generally over whelmed with joy The feeling of a new friend appearing The wanting to be with it all the time is understandable You don't hate it all; only love it.
To be happy is different then content When content you're amused by something but you can still hate it To be happy you don't hate what ever you're happy about You crave for it.
The feeling happiness is also one of those famous e


Sorrow DilusionThought I saw you once again but twas only a dilusionSorrow Dilusion
You touched my heart did I reach yours?
But you are a memory four hours away
Can I reach you? Will you ever return?
| i am a writer, i write when i can or have random inspiration. what i write comes from tragedy. most of it is true, then there are some that just come out of my head, i write dark, dont hate me, i write in my depressing stages of life since happiness is an emotion i cant ever have the right way to write about. |
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`[Tick goes the time hand telling me it's almost over]
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`[Tick goes the time hand telling me it's almost over]
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Waiting for the world to blow up... Oooh! Monster!!! Easily distracted! (and usually confused, confusing, or forgetful...) What was I telling you???
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