I'm sure many of you thought that I tried to kill myself... I'm glad to say that I didn't nor did I try. I've needed a break from things for a while and I am feeling much better... Sometimes all you need is a little personal time, to get back in touch with reality. I will be writing soon again. I'm back. I wonder if my writing will change since some of my outlook has? I guess I'll just have to find out. I also want to say thank you to

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I disappeared, and you guys thought enough to ask how I was doing. I can't tell you how much that means to me... I never woulda thought that strangers would even bother reaching out to someone, but you guys did and I want to thank you, publicly, for being so caring.

I spent a lot of time in solitude, thinking about how to better myself. I needed that isolation from the pain around me. I feel like I am stronger now. I was very weak there for a while. I won't allow myself to feel that weak anymore.